aq selalu br'sha brskp bahagia di dpn byk org pdhl sbnarnya hati q hancur..........
tpi mgpa tdk ad 1 org pun yg mo ngrti prsa'n q...........
What will my death is happiness for many people ku harap itu hanya pikiran ku saja........
tapi ku slelau tak prnah merasa pantas di sni. because I felt my life was never in want by my family why I became an outlet where they are, what I've hurt them I think I do not and do not want to hurt anyone in my life
aq pernah brharap smga ap yg q pikirkan itu slh tpi akhir'a smua itu t'rjwb dan ap yg q harap kan tdk terkbul krna ap yg ku pikirkan itu trnyta benar bukan salah.......

Mother's Day Which I Could Never Celebrate

  for all the mothers of the world happy mothers day is celebratedwith the children, husband and extended family are certainly veryhappy at all but

I certainly will never be able to say good day my mother told mymother not because she is not there but because he never reallyconsiders me in this world just is not breathing even met let aloneknow what it seems like
but I just wanted to say good day to all mothers who have becomemothers, although it felt a little sick during the day for me but mymother can only hope someday I can say this on my mother and could feel how wonderful mother's day

SHOULD I GO

what's the point I was alive but in reality, many who wanted the death of me....
What is this just a mere pretense for me.........
I never wanted born to this world but this is destiny for me so why am I always wrong in the eyes of them, what if I die they'll be happy .............

Puisi Seorang Accounting

Wahai Kekasihku...
Debetlah cintaku di neraca hatimu
Kan ku jurnal setiap transaksi rindumu
Hingga setebal Laporan Keuanganku


Wahai kekasih hatiku...
Jadikan aku manager investasi cintamu
Kan ku hedging kasih dan sayangmu
Di setiap lembaran portofolio hatiku
Bila masa jatuh tempo tlah tiba
Jangan kau retur kenangan indah kita
Biarlah ia bersemayam di Reksadana asmara
Berkelana di antara Aktiva dan Passiva


Wahai mutiara kalbu ku....
Hanya kau lah Master Budget hatiku
Inventory cintaku yang syahdu
General Ledger ku yang tak lekang ditelan waktu


Wahai bidadariku....
Rekonsiliasikanlah hatiku dan hatimu
Seimbangkanlah neraca saldo kita
Yang membalut laporan laba rugi kita
Dan cerahkanlah laporan arus kas kita selamanya
Jika di hari closing nanti, Tidak ada kecocokkan saldo
mungkin cinta kita harus dijurnal balik...